changes by 3 doors down
'Changes' by 3 doors down is one of my very favourite song. Cud say this song is kinda related to my life too :P...so thought of posting the lyrics of this song here in my blog..have a look :)
Changes by 3 doors down
I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm blind and shakin'
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through changes, changes
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Nice one eh!!
Missing you......
Hmmm....there are times when you miss someone so much that the only thing you want to do is be with this particular person and hug him tight so that he couldn't leave you...but this really won't happen!!! Cox he is already gone!! :( Why? Why? This is the only questions always in your mind which you desperately want to be answered from this particular person....but wonder whether it would make any difference then!!
Yeah, I miss you and it's killing me and I want you to be my side. I'll always be thankful for the time we spend together but I feel really sad now. All the wonderful memories just make me fall apart. God!! I miss you lots lots lots!!!
eve-teasing
Dictionary definition of "eve-teasing" - harassment of, or sexually aggressive behavior toward, women or girls.
This is something very common in Male' now. Could say it is the same story everyday. When ever you step on the street a guy or some guys who drives passing you would start teasing sayin, hey you've got this, that & stuff and would laugh evilly. At a time like this you would be cursing these guys under your breath as you pass a group of men standing outside some cafe', who burst out with some kinda irritating song addressing to you. You pretend not to hear them and again might come across another guy who would just stop where he is leading to just to take a good look at you from your head to toe. Sometimes this kinda guy likes to follow you juss staring and smiling excitedly till you reach your office. Well office is fine as you have some form of control over your surroundings. But again you've got to face the same sort of teasings when you step out after work to go home. Grrrrrrrr!!!!
I really hate this!! Donno what do they get by teasing us... I guess we Maldivians are much more civilized than this... but ARE WE??? Even I find almost all of these guys educated but still they don't know to respect and behave. Well this got to be stopped!!! But how?? Am sure this sort of behavior cannot be something which is taught to them by anyone of their family. Guess one of the reasons is not talking about such behavior in a family environment. When it comes to discussing such behaviors, we live in a society of 'see no evil', 'hear no evil' and we assume that 'do no evil' will be automatically followed. Hence, the best way I guess to propagate 'do no evil' is actually talking about the evil nature of such behavior inside family and society.
Reflections of the past...
Sometimes in life we all have to face ups and downs. Like some people say, everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Life, love and happiness we could actually achieve all ourselves learning from the mistakes and experience. We live and learn through hard and good times.
Maybe it's a kinda test that sometimes we have to face horrible, painful and unfair times. Guess what? Without overcoming these obstacles we never would have realized our potentials, weakness, strength or our will power. We never should regret our past and this is something we could not even judge as we all rely on love.
If anyone hurt, betray or break our heart, we should not keep on blaming that person for everything. Sometimes we could be wrong too. We got to accept it and forgive them cox from that particular person we have learned about trust and many other things which could help us in life. We should appreciate everything that comes to us and try to learn from each and every moment of it cox we never could experience it again.
One of my friend said something is really missin in me. He said I should actually love my self first...well now I agree with him. To tell the truth I really didn't think this way before in ma life, I guess. This is very true; we should try and keep our self happy as well as our friends and family who care for us. We have to make our self available and surround ourselves with the ones who makes us smile, laugh and happy. On top of all this, we got to believe in our self too cox if we don't....who else would?
There's nothing I can change, it's over and just gone. I have realized and know I have to let go. In a way it's sad the way things ended knowing without a doubt nothing can be mended. Remembering the days we first met after all this time I have no regrets for what we had. Even I have no hard feelings for you!! Everyone moves on for a reason and I'm sure you would have left me for a good reason too though I don't know about it. You will always be special for me and I would like to thank you for everything!! Well, today I could say am no longer lost in darkness...my soul is finally free!!.. ...Finally I have accepted the past!! Wish you well in whatever you do and I will always remember the memories of you..:)
