shattered d.r.e.a.m.s

Can't even believe this!!! I've been blogging for a year...cool!!! ehehhe yesterday was my bloggy's birthday! Veryy happy birthday bloggy!! missed wishing you yesterday as I was sick... hmm, am still thinking of continuing blogging so lets see how far I could go... :P

For me, you are the whole world

My fantasies are all of you
Wherever my eyes look, I see only you

My love, I am always with you, even if you are far away from me
You are in my mind, in my heart and in my soul
I could never ever forget you!

And I will always miss you.....

Sometimes it's really hard to put into words how I feel. Hmm... really makes me wonder why?? eheheeh...maybe I'm really not very good in expressing it. Anywayz let it be eh!

I've been avoiding things that's been bothering me and making me feel down for the last few days. In a way, it was alright but I really need someone now. Someone who could be alwayz there for me when ever am in need. Someone who would care for me, check on me and share my deepest feelings.

I feel really lonely sometimes, at times like these, I wish I had someone to hold me and comfort me. Wonder when I could really meet this person? Or whether I would ever meet such a person again??? Anywayz I won't give up hoping...I guess, that's the best I could do.... :)

Last night someone mentioned to me does 'soul mate' really exists?? Hmmm... after he mentioned it, I also thought about it too.

First of all what is a soul mate?? According to Wikipedia 'Soul mate' is a term sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, friendship, love, intimacy, sexuality, and/or compatibility.

Well once I also felt that and so does some of my friends had been convinced that, 'he/she is the one', the person is my true love, my soul mate.'

But often as of some reasons, the relationship doesn't work out. Were you mistaken, that the person was your soul mate or not?? Anyhow, you weren't able to make things work.....I guess, as he said I don't think we all would be able to meet up our soul mate but those who manage to find their soul mates are really lucky!!!

I believe, each of us would have one or more persons who could help us with everything and every way in life; who would be always there to help, support, guide, care, challenge, adore, honor and love unconditionally. Hmmm, but most of us in some ways miss out all this; by searching for the idea relationship, the idea partner or the soul mate. We should never take love for granted! Guess, we should give and receive love generously and unselfishly! But you got to be ready to go in an intensely loving relationship....